last friday night.

It's a friday night and I hate that I'm alone and that I'm not enjoying myself and that my hair looks perfect and no one is seeing it and that I only made $5. at work today and that everyone else is out getting drunk and I'm sober, but more than anything I hate that I have someone I could be doing so many things  with but I can't because he's 8 hours away from me. We can't go on dates every weekend. We can't kiss every day. This is getting so hard. But I love him too much to give up. This will work.