hey chris?

hey chris.
whenever I listen to Breaking Benjamin it reminds me of June and driving around to rando places like the mall in your pretty little lude because I threw a fit about not going anywhere. lololol.
i love how you always put up a fight, but then give in anyway. :)
same goes for me.
i don't actually know if you read this anymore but whateva whateva i do what i wanttttt.
i miss you. 22 days until i see you ♥
kaygottagoloveyoubyeeeeee!

i do it all

for you, for you.

unexpected breakdown.

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suck hard, especially when on the phone with the boyf, while he's playing cod with his friends...and i just sit there and seem silent and lame.
just comes from nowhere. all the sudden just bursting into tears and little sobs.
only able to collect a few reasons.
i just don't know what to do with myself sometimes. this is ridiculous.